..續本文上一頁each relative stage-even the first stage-is brought out in full relief against the darkness of the absolute, and if there is no fumbling and groping in your practice under the right teacher, then your practice is already in the realm of Reality. Each relative stage bears the full meaning of the absolute, and the absolute reveals its actual meaning in the relative practice. If you wish to understand this secret, you must study under the right teacher not only by words but also by actual conduct on each moment under particular circumstances.]

　　To continue with Engo”s introduction, he said, “If you become attached to some particular way of expressing Zen, captivated by something told in words or verse, attached to some method of instruction (scolding voice, slapping face, seizing by the collar and casting off, drawing a circle, lifting up one finger, etc.) you are nothing better than the parasitic weeds wrapped around dead trees. Even if a man thinks that he is living in the land of the Tathāgata itself, when he is possessed by the idea of this land or that land, he is said to be watching the moon of his old home which is now ten thousand miles away. Well, have you understood what I am saying

　　 If not, here is an actual kōan for you to ponder.”

　　Main Subject

　　When Seppō was in his hermitage on Mount Seppō, two unnamed monks visited him and bowed to him (what is the bow). Seppō saw them coming, pushed open his gate, jumped out, and said, “What is it

　　” (An indicative question[2], a question and yet an answer, do you understand the real Seppō

　　 Tell me what it is. “He is an iron flute with no holes,” Engo said.) The two monks said, “What is it

　　” (The two monks did not fail to respond, but Engo says, “They are old sounding-boards covered by velvet.” They were chalk and not cheese.) Seppō made a bow to them and went back to his room. (Engo said, “This is not a dragon because it has no legs, but it is certainly not a snake because it has no horns.” I say, “What is it

　　”)

　　The two monks later extended their travels to visit Gantō in Gantō Mountain. Gantō said, “Where did you come from

　　” (Gantō has already caught them.) The monks said, “We are from Reinan.” (Be quick and give him a right answer.) Gantō said, “Then you must have met Seppō, haven”t you

　　” (It is very kind of him to wait for their right answer.) The monks said, “Yes we have.” (He was not asking them yes or no, but whether they had understood the actual Seppō.) Gantō said, “What did he say

　　” They told him all about what had happened when they visited Seppō. Gantō said, “What did he say after all

　　” thus requesting their final answer. But they said, “He did not say anything.” He bowed and went back to his room. Thereupon Gantō said, “Oh, what have I done

　　 When I was at Tokusan with him, I should have let him know the verse of my dying bed. If only I had told him that, he would not have been thrown into such confusion.” (Although Gantō mentioned Seppō”s name, he actually meant to give the monks his own last word. Then, what is his last word

　　)

　　The two monks were allowed to spend the summer at Gantō”s monastery. At the end of the session, the two monks asked Gantō”s instruction about the meaning of Seppō”s unusual behavior and what Gantō had meant by: “How I wish I had told him my last word.” Gantō said, “Why did you not ask me before

　　” They said, “Because we thought your last word too valuable to ask about.” Thereupon Gantō said, “Seppō is a fellow countryman of mine. He and I always went on pilgrimages together, yet we will not die together. If you want to know my last word for Seppō and you, I will tell you what it was. It is nothing but: “This is it.””

　　Wherever Seppō and Gantō might be, however long they might live as the best friend of each other, what Seppō did is actual Seppō, and what Gantō did is actual Gantō. “This is it” should always be the last word for oneself and for others.

　　Dōgen-zenji said, “Breathing in or breathing out, after all, what is it

　　” No one can tell what it is.

　　Now, you may not be calm or patient enough to wait for the right answer, but let us ask ourselves if our activity is either subjective or objective. Let me point to this: What do we mean by “it”

　　 Do you mean breathing itself or the idea of breathing

　　 If you mean the idea of breathing, it will be another matter. If you mean breathing itself each moment, you have solved the problem already when you breathe in and out on each moment in calmness with Big Mind. Now, you will understand that the right answer to “What is it

　　” should always be “This is it.”

　　Gantō was killed soon after leaving his last word to his friend Seppō.

　　This translation and commentary are my poor offering to these two great masters.

　　Appreciatory Word by Setchō

　　Referring to Gantō”s last words to Seppō,

　　I will ask you, Enlightened Mind,

　　Is daytime different from nighttime or the same

　　Even though they lived fully acquainted with each other

　　In complete companionship,

　　They were to die in different places. Yes.

　　They should die in different ways.

　　Buddha should have curled hair,

　　Bodhidharma should be blue-eyed.

　　From East, West, South, and North let us

　　Come back to our old home,

　　In a midnight sky to see

　　A plain white

　　Mountain covered with snow.

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　　[1] This note was probably added by Richard Baker.

　　[2] Indicative: (gram.) stating a thing as a fact, not as conception, wish, etc., of speaker; suggestive, giving indications [Oxford English Dictionary]. [Note attributed to Richard Baker.]

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