..续本文上一页ice properly, wisdom doesn”t arise. So we say just keep on with it. If we practice without stopping we”ll begin to think about what we are doing. We”ll start to consider our practice.

　　Nothing happens immediately, so in the beginning we can”t see any results from our practice. This is like the example I have often given you of the man who tries to make fire by rubbing two sticks of wood together. He says to himself, "They say there”s fire here." and he begins rubbing energetically. He”s very impetuous. He rubs on and on but his impatience doesn”t end. He wants to have that fire. He keeps wanting to have that fire, but the fire doesn”t come. So he gets discouraged and stops to rest for awhile. He starts again but the going is slow, so he rests again. By then the heat has disappeared; he didn”t keep at it long enough. He rubs and rubs until he tires and then he stops altogether. Not only is he tired, but he becomes more and more discouraged until he gives up completely. "There”s no fire here!" Actually he was doing the work, but there wasn”t enough heat to start a fire. The fire was there all the time but he didn”t carry on to the end.

　　This sort of experience causes the meditator to get discouraged in his practice, and so he restlessly changes from one practice to another. And this sort of experience is also similar to our own practice. It”s the same for everybody. Why

　　 Because we are still grounded in defilements. The Buddha had defilements also, but He had a lot of wisdom in this respect. While still worldlings the Buddha and the Arahants were just the same as us. If we are still worldlings then we don”t think rightly. Thus when wanting arises we don”t see it, and when not wanting arises we don”t see it. Sometimes we feel stirred up, and sometimes we feel contented. When we have not wanting we have a kind of contentment, but we also have a kind of confusion. When we have wanting this can be contentment and confusion of another kind. It”s all intermixed in this way.

　　Knowing Oneself and Knowing Others

　　The Buddha taught us to contemplate our body, for example: hair of the head, hair of the body, nails, teeth, skin...it”s all body. Take a look! We are told to investigate right here. If we don”t see these things clearly as they are in ourselves, we won”t understand regarding other people. We won”t see others clearly nor will we see ourselves. However, if we do understand and see clearly the nature of our own bodies, our doubts and wonderings regarding others will disappear. This is because body and mind (Rupa and Nama) are the same for everybody. It isn”t necessary to go and examine all the bodies in the world since we know that they are the same as us -- we are the same as them. If we have this kind of understanding then our burden becomes lighter. Without this kind of understanding, all we do is develop a heavier burden. In order to know about others we would have to go and examine everybody in the entire world. That would be very difficult. We would soon become discouraged.

　　Our Vinaya is similar to this. When we look at our Vinaya (Code of Monks” Discipline) we feel that it”s very difficult. We must keep every rule, study every rule, review our practice with every rule. If we just think about it, "Oh, it”s impossible!" We read the literal meaning of all the numerous rules and, if we merely follow our thinking about them, we could well decide that it”s beyond our ability to keep them all. Anyone who has had this kind of attitude towards the Vinaya has the same feeling about it -- there are a lot of rules!

　　The scriptures tell us that we must examine ourselves regarding each and every rule and keep them all strictly. We must know them all and observe them perfectly. This is the same as saying that to understand about others we mus…

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